Thoughts & Ideas

Weird feelings 

I always tell myself

“bad times will pass, they’re just here for a moment and they go away”

But I’m starting to doubt that

I think that most of my days are full of stress



And happiness is a moment that comes for a moment, and then melts away

I know the source of this pain and stress.

What scares me is that at these moments I just block away all the positiveness I see in life

life suddenly  turns into a dark place

where all I see is self hatred

thoughts of how pitiful I am

But they also fade away after a while

leaving me emotionless.


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