“bad times will pass, they’re just here for a moment and they go away”
But I’m starting to doubt that
I think that most of my days are full of stress
And happiness is a moment that comes for a moment, and then melts away
I know the source of this pain and stress.
What scares me is that at these moments I just block away all the positiveness I see in life
life suddenly turns into a dark place
where all I see is self hatred
thoughts of how pitiful I am
But they also fade away after a while
leaving me emotionless.